It's almost here

Today is Nov. 16, which means that in less than 12 hours I will be 21 years old

To be completely honest this is how I feel about tomorrow. No not like a fat kid loves cake but rather like what is the point. Does anyone actually feel older just because some numbers line up on the calendar and there is a cake that sits in front of you as sticks of wax melt across a vast plain of rich frosting as everyone stares you down and sings and many more on channel four? 

I love how everyone comes to support you at this beloved gathering but if I am being honest, I don't feel any older than I did a week ago. The situations I have overcome throughout the course of my life thus far have mentally aged me faster than a sweet red wine.

So if you think that my 21st bday will look like this:

 

than I am sorry, you have the wrong guy. I do not need to be completely trashed to have a good 21st birthday.

I did have a get together the other day for my birthday with some of the people that are close in my current season of life. A birthday blog with pictures will come either tomorrow or the day after so that I can get all the pics online.

I hope that I at least get some phone calls or birthday txts........